I think you may be overestimating your resistance to dominant vibes. Example: your recent focus on the fertility crisis is very easily explained by subconscious adjustment to recent cultural vibe shifts, as is your lack of focus on the obvious solution to that problem that is not aligned with this new cultural vibe (namely: robots babysit the kids, also artificial wombs, basically use tech to make all the annoying parts of family go away and keep only the fun/fulfilling parts)